Wednesday Morning Reflections...

There was a time
I thought, that you did everything right
No lies, no wrong
Boy I, must've been outta my mind
So when I think of the time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and I saw the real you

Thank God you blew it
Thank God I dodged the bullet
I'm so over you
So baby good lookin' out

I wanted you bad
I'm so through with it
Cuz honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
You turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I'm gon' always be the best thing you never had
I bet it sucks to be you right now

So sad, you're hurt
Boo hoo, oh, did you expect me to care?
You don't deserve my tears
I guess that's why they ain't there
When I think that there was a time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and I saw the real you

Thank God you blew it
Thank God I dodged the bullet
I'm so over you
Baby good lookin' out

I wanted you bad
I'm so through with it
Cuz honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
I said, you turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I'll never be the best thing you never had
Oh baby I bet sucks to be you right now

I know you want me back
It's time to face the facts
That I'm the one that's got away
Lord knows that it would take another place, another time, another world, another life
Thank God I found the good in goodbye

I used to want you so bad
I'm so through it that
Cuz honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
You turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I will always be the, best thing you never had.
Best thing you never had!

I used to want you so bad
I'm so through it that
Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
Oh you turned out to be the best thing I never had
Oh I will never be the best thing you never had
Oh baby, I bet it sucks to be you right now

Goes around, comes back around
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right now
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right now
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right now

Personal or Professional?

Aquarius Horoscope

The potential for fun and games continues to grow, making it nearly impossible for you to choose only one path. But you need to limit your activities because you cannot do everything. Still, you may take on more than you can handle today, without realizing that too much of a good thing can tire you out or, at the least, cause indigestion. Practice moderation; a bit of self-restraint now allows you to have a better time in the long run.

"Have fun while you can."

The above quotation and journal title was said by my 97 year old great aunt.
She asked if I had a boyfriend.
I responded "no".
I was slightly still upset about my pre-summer breakup.
She replied "Good. It's better that way."
*Insert confused reaction here.*
"Have fun while you can. Life's too short to be anything but happy."

So true.


So... Let the random dating adventures commence.
I've met the good, the bad, and the ugly.
And the freaking gorgeous too.

I've had first dates, sleep overs, and texting buddies.
I've had ice cream, coffee, beer, and shots. Lot of shots.
I've had handsome, muscular, tattooed military men.
I've had gas/oil workers with Southern accents and deep pockets.
I've had old flames recycled from summers past. Some are still burning.
I've met boys online, at the bar, and through friends of friends.
I've had great kissers, super snugglers, and some who I made drop me off on the corner so they couldn't see where I lived.
I've had guys I can't believe I agreed to meet, and some who I want to have their babies.


Sometimes I'm ready to ditch them all and wait for Mr. Right to come find me.
Sometimes I'm too busy having fun with Mr. Right Now to even worry about that.
Sometimes I love lots of attention from lots of random boys. Sometimes it's exhausting.
Sometimes I forget which boy has which turn on. It's a big difference between ears and nipples.


Long story short - I want my happily ever after. I want the fairy tale. I want the boyfriend turned fiancee' turned husband turned father of my children. All of my children. Not the soap.

But, I'm 26 (and a half). I want to settle down, but I ain't settlin for anything less than everything.